Tonight I lay here thinking about all the things I wish I could change.
Tonight I lay here wishing I was important to someone.
Tonight I fight the urge to do something I’ll end up regretting later.
Tonight I try not to break down, but honestly, I don’t care anymore.
Tonight I spend more and more time down than up.
But in the the morning I’ll wake up & repeat the same routine.
Pretend to be happy.
Hide my pain.
Then spend the night alone with my thoughts.